It’s funny that I’ve actually gained a couple followers in the past weeks and I have not blogged at all. I have not ignored this little blog of mine but I have been laying low. Why? I don’t know. Maybe because I hasn’t been exerting and dieting like maniac or because nothing has been too exciting in my life. I have procrastinated signing up for my half marathon because I know the training will be hard. 13.1 miles is a long way to run/walk. However, running across a 13.1 finish line is the most proud moment of my entire life. I’m not a natural born runner or exerciser. I’m the person that feels good when it’s done but finding the motivation is toughest part for me. Sometimes I think I’ll never lose the weight I want to and that this will be forever, and the I snap out of it and realize that this is my life and I have control of it. Sometimes, easier said than done but I have to gain my control back and be in charge of body and not let laziness take the wheel.
I’ve spent the last three hours at a birthday picking a ladies brain about triathlons. I soaked it up all I could!! I need to start my research on road bikes. $1500 is not in the budget right now for a bike.
I need non bias tumblr advice. My godsons 3rd birthday party is next Sunday from 1-4 and there is also a makeup convention the same day that’s about an hour away that I want to go to so bad. (I do makeup as a side job and this would be excellent for me to attend!) I think I can swing going to the convention for two hours and driving back but I will be about an hour late for the party. Am I a horrible godmother if I’m an hour late?
The ocean starts to freak me out when I can’t touch the ground! I start thinking about every jaws movie I’ve seen. But that’s what I have my dad for and it will make me swim faster too! :)